In a behind-the-scenes look at her emotionally charged single, “You Only Love Me When I Lie,” British singer-songwriter Courtney Hadwin pulls back the curtain on the passion, pain, and process behind one of her most compelling tracks to date. The video gives fans an intimate glimpse into not only the recording of the song, but also the deeper meaning that fuels it—revealing the growth of a young artist finding her voice, her truth, and her edge.

Best known for her breakout performance on America’s Got Talent at just 13 years old, Courtney Hadwin has since evolved far beyond her “Janis Joplin reincarnated” label. In “You Only Love Me When I Lie,” she leans into her gritty blues-rock influences while exploring raw emotional territory. The behind-the-scenes footage captures a more mature and focused Courtney, diving headfirst into a track that’s both bold and vulnerable.

Filmed in a dimly lit studio lined with vintage amps, wooden panels, and retro microphones, the atmosphere of the session reflects the track’s smoky, late-night vibe. From the first moments of the video, it’s clear Courtney is hands-on with every part of the process—from lyric tweaking to vocal takes to discussing guitar tones with the band.

“I wanted this song to feel like a confession,” Courtney says in one interview segment. “It’s about that toxic place where love and lies blur, and you realize someone only wants the broken version of you—the one who doesn’t speak up.” Her voice, both speaking and singing, carries a weathered soulfulness far beyond her years.

Throughout the video, we see Courtney experimenting with vocal textures—belting one moment, whispering the next. She pours emotion into every line, pushing herself to capture the exact feeling the lyrics demand. “You Only Love Me When I Lie” is more than a catchy phrase—it’s a devastating truth about manipulation and emotional vulnerability, themes she delivers with authenticity and fire.

We also get glimpses of collaboration with her team: producers nodding in quiet approval as she nails a difficult passage, or moments where everyone pauses to rework a harmony or add a subtle percussion touch. There’s laughter, frustration, long hours, and creative breakthroughs—all the essential ingredients of a genuine artistic process.

Visually, the behind-the-scenes video is stylized but unfiltered. No makeup touch-ups, no glossy overproduction. It’s just Courtney, her band, and the music—raw and real. That honesty is what continues to set her apart in a world often dominated by polished pop.

By the end of the behind-the-scenes journey, viewers walk away with more than just a new appreciation for the song—they understand Courtney Hadwin not only as a performer, but as a fearless storyteller. “You Only Love Me When I Lie” isn’t just another single—it’s a declaration of artistic identity and emotional courage.

With this track, and the powerful video accompanying it, Courtney Hadwin proves once again that she’s not here to fit into anyone else’s box—she’s here to break it.